I just found this site 5minutesformom.com and they have this great giveaway for a wii fit I then set up a page on weightview.com where they take a before pic and modify it to one with your ideal weight I will post the pic when I receive it. nervous about that eekk. they also have some other great giveaways wow i really am on finding these give away sites woo hoo!

Happy New Year

WOO HOO! Thank YOU LORD I made it to another year safe and healthy. There was some sadness leading up to this new year, my grandfather passed away in October just under one year after my grandmother. I have learned to cope as we are not immortal and that the Lord has a plan for all of us. Alright I don't want my first blog in forever to be glum so I will move on to something exciting FREE give aways yay! loves it this awesome lady has links to all these giveways and I am just about to go mad trying to win something. This is her page. Alright let me go see what else I have to do to try and win I will be back to update what else has been going on these last 6 months.

Wow what a month! I barely have time to breathe correctly. the learning is in full effect. I feel bad that some of the projects that I started have been put to an halt. still processing and guarding myself and my involvement with individuals. the reward of my patience and dedication will be great. not much else right now. will do a grand update when all this madness dies down. stay focused and blessed.

Red

I am so desperately trying to change the story of my life. every so often when those changes occur right along with it comes some bullshit. I became so angry today that it literally paralzed my thoughts and actions. I was rendered useless today. I am proud of the fact that I have learned a way to come out of this paralyis in a timely fashion. In the past it would take a couple of days for me to cool off now I got it down to a couple of hours. I want it to be to a point of I blink and I'm over it. baby steps.

Ready

There are a couple of things that I am ready for, that I have been waiting for, been patient for and they are Love and Freedom. My life is real stagnant right now and I am too young to be making statements like that. This cowardly fear of failure is hindering my achievements of success. I am trying new things, but I guess not a fast enough pace. life is to be lived and I only have one life to live so I need to get out of the what ifs and what maybes and just DO. I have been living on yout.ube watching other peoples lives or them living once again I am the observer and not the actor. I think it is high time I switch roles. I don't want to feel like a prisoner in my own home. I have no friends partly by choice and partly because people are trifling. The Love issues is important because I have never been in love. I have had people tell me they loved me and I try my best not to lie especially with dealings of the heart so I have not reciprocated the statement. I feel you have to know someone inside and out in order to say I love you. I am processing but like India Arie said I am Ready for Love...

Crazy

What is up World. IN this day and age medicine is accessible for almost everyone. There is no excuse why this individual should be without medication or outside of a mental ward. This behavior toward an elderly disabled person is downright disgusting.

crazy bitch on the train

Nothing like a woman scorned

Now Here is a good example of how our children should be conducting themselves. Monica Conyers Couldn't even control herself amongst middle school aged children. I personally believe the situation Monica had with the president of the Council had more so to do with a personal relationship between them. She was acting very catty and scorned.

Surgery

A teen-faces-surgery-for-upside-down-feet. Bless her heart.

Proof

This little boy ( 7 years old )stole his grandmothers car and ran down the town and believes he should only be punished for a weekend without video games. The boy is quoted saying, " I wanted to do hood rat things with my friend"and" Its fun to do bad things". Tick Tock. I suggest we start getting things in order in our lives because judgment day is near.

Mood I'm In