Saturday, May 17, 2008


I am so desperately trying to change the story of my life. every so often when those changes occur right along with it comes some bullshit. I became so angry today that it literally paralzed my thoughts and actions. I was rendered useless today. I am proud of the fact that I have learned a way to come out of this paralyis in a timely fashion. In the past it would take a couple of days for me to cool off now I got it down to a couple of hours. I want it to be to a point of I blink and I'm over it. baby steps.


There are a couple of things that I am ready for, that I have been waiting for, been patient for and they are Love and Freedom. My life is real stagnant right now and I am too young to be making statements like that. This cowardly fear of failure is hindering my achievements of success. I am trying new things, but I guess not a fast enough pace. life is to be lived and I only have one life to live so I need to get out of the what ifs and what maybes and just DO. I have been living on yout.ube watching other peoples lives or them living once again I am the observer and not the actor. I think it is high time I switch roles. I don't want to feel like a prisoner in my own home. I have no friends partly by choice and partly because people are trifling. The Love issues is important because I have never been in love. I have had people tell me they loved me and I try my best not to lie especially with dealings of the heart so I have not reciprocated the statement. I feel you have to know someone inside and out in order to say I love you. I am processing but like India Arie said I am Ready for Love...

Monday, May 5, 2008


What is up World. IN this day and age medicine is accessible for almost everyone. There is no excuse why this individual should be without medication or outside of a mental ward. This behavior toward an elderly disabled person is downright disgusting.

crazy bitch on the train

Friday, May 2, 2008

Nothing like a woman scorned

Now Here is a good example of how our children should be conducting themselves. Monica Conyers Couldn't even control herself amongst middle school aged children. I personally believe the situation Monica had with the president of the Council had more so to do with a personal relationship between them. She was acting very catty and scorned.

Thursday, May 1, 2008


A teen-faces-surgery-for-upside-down-feet. Bless her heart.