Saturday, May 17, 2008
I am so desperately trying to change the story of my life. every so often when those changes occur right along with it comes some bullshit. I became so angry today that it literally paralzed my thoughts and actions. I was rendered useless today. I am proud of the fact that I have learned a way to come out of this paralyis in a timely fashion. In the past it would take a couple of days for me to cool off now I got it down to a couple of hours. I want it to be to a point of I blink and I'm over it. baby steps.